What about your first “love” makes then such a pain to forget?

Annonymousperson: What about your first “love” makes then such a pain to forget?
First real girlfriend. I was with her for over a 15 months. We fought all the time and have brought each other to the brink of jumping off a bridge more then once. I remember more hurt then good usually. We have been broken up for a year. Havent talked for a month. I hate her. But still thinkin about her kills me every time

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Answer by Kit J
I feel for you, dude.

Anyway, the thing about my first love that I’ll never be able to forget was his eyes. He had really blue, standout eyes. ‘Hot’, even. But I had to bring myself to break up with him, and even though I hate him now, the thought that I was actually with him… kills me every time.